Thankfulness....

I had a terrible night at work, and at 1:30am, I am unable to sleep. I have a very difficult time processing what I see sometimes. And then I come home, and see my boys sleeping. They are so precious, loving, and forgiving. I just don't understand this world. Just when I was about to "lose it" I picked up the phone to give, and feel love from my family. Kevin answered and knew just what I needed and why. He told me he loved me, and passed the phone to the boys. I then told them "I love you more than you know" with tears in my eyes... and they both said "we know MOM!" and that was it. I could pull myself together and take care of the other 10 kids in the waiting room. Kevin is great...I am so lucky to have him. And someday when the boys are older...I will tell them why on some nights Mommy calls...just to love on you...because someone else is hurt in a way Mommy cannot comprehend. .....and she needs you right then. I am so blessed to have my children. I am not a perfect mother, but I so adore these two. They are my sunshine in such a dark world. And Kevin....he is my rock...whom I can lean so heavily on these nights. Thank you my dear family, for loving me......