Happy (belated) Birthday Colin!

Happy Birthday Colin! Today, we are celebrating Colin's 17th Birthday...I love this picture of the of us. I remember the day that we found out that you were entering our lives. I was nearly 15, and Ben was nearing 13. It was quite a shock for us...but once you came...we loved you instantly. I can never imagine my life without you! I have tried from the very beginning to be an instrumental part of your life, even when I lived in Virginia and Maryland...I tried to let you know how much I loved you and missed you. I treasure all of the pictures you have drawn for me and Christmas ornaments you made for me (yes..I still have them!:)) You are such a passionate, sensitive young man with so many gifts to give the world. I want you to know that with all of your struggles now and in the future...I am ALWAYS going to be here for you! People find it interesting that I have a brother that is nearly 16 years younger than myself, but I brag about us! We have a different relationship! Ben and I grew up together, and we have gotten to be a part of you growing up. I love you like a mother sometimes ( I know you don't appreciate that!) and like a sister, and like a friend other times. I just can't help it! I see similarities in our personalities, and I feel like I can relate to you in ways that I can't to others. The boys and Kevin adore you...after all you are so much "cooler" than we are! And I like that...I know that as they grow, they will come to you for advice, and I so trust you Col! I am looking forward to your party today...to celebrate you! Though I can hardly believe you are 17! That makes me...OLD! I love you, and I am so glad that "you picked us". Colin used to tell us when he was little that he knew Ben and I from Heaven, and that he told God and me, that he was going to let me be first, and that he would come last. It was amazing the things that came out of his little mouth! He doesn't remember now...but we used to ask him all about it! I am glad you graciously let me come first, you are full of grace Colin! Thank you for being my little brother!