Changes...

For me, change is difficult. I am not someone who does it well, or easily, or without ALOT of thought. I worked only once job from high school to college (GO LUMBERMEN'S!) and have had only 2 nursing jobs...one in Maryland, and one at Legacy. Though to my credit I did move from Emanuel to Salmon Creek for the past 2 years. I worked a flexible schedule for almost 5 years to spend time with the boys and Kev, and then a year ago took a position in the Pediatric Emergency Dept. I just love it, I do believe that it is what and where I am supposed to be. It's wierd when you have that feeling....this is just the right thing for me. My schedule is changing. I had to give my permission for it to be so...and it took me nearly 2 weeks to confirm. I wanted all my T's crossed and all my i's dotted. I have so many scenerios for childcare figured out, down to the fact that Kev and I conflict 17 times a year! A little "anal" as my Mom told me yesterday, who plans for a whole year away she said.....I DO!!! Anyway, I am pressing on, and maybe calling on a few of you for help because now I will work some Fridays and Saturdays...and babysitters are REALLY expensive these days! Thanks for letting me vent..I feel better already.

TO ALL YOU BLOG HOPPERS OUT THERE: THAT IS THOSE OF YOU WHO READ THIS BUT NEVER LEAVE ME A COMMENT....COME ON...LEAVE ME A COMMENT EVERYONCE IN AWHILE!!!! SO I DON'T FEEL LIKE I AM TALKING TO MYSELF.....OH WAIT....I AM!!!