I'M DONE!

I can officially say now...that I am done with shopping, though I am still waiting for a few things in the mail to come...but if they don't arrive..oh, well! Now for ALL that wrapping! And I have to be so secretive. The boys are watching my every move!

I'll post pictures later, but last week Ian had his first performance that he actually participated in! It was great! He was mid center, and sang his little heart out! I got tears in my eyes knowing what it has taken to get Ian here. All the speech therapy, occupational therapy, and countless frustrating moments with a child that has an auditory processing problem! He made me so proud...and he was ofcourse THE CUTEST little boy up there!!!!

Also, please continue prayers for our friends, and you can check Corey's blog at the end of mine. Our friends will be returning from meeting with specialists in NY tomorrow and will return to their home in California. There news is cautious, but they have had ups and downs. We are so happy that Corey has no cancer in his spine, and it is an isolated relapse to his lungs. Please pray for strength for Debbie and Travis, and for healing for Corey. I'll keep you updated! Keep the prayers coming!!!!

This forward from my Father-in-Law...got me thinking.....

Twas the month before Christmas

Twas the month before Christmas
When all through our land,
Not a Christian was praying
Nor taking a stand.
Why the Politically Correct Police had taken away,
The reason for Christmas - no one could say.
The children were told by their schools not to sing,
About Shepherds and Wise Men and Angels and things.
It might hurt people's feelings, the teachers would say
December 25th is just a " Holiday ".
Yet the shoppers were ready with cash, checks and credit.
Pushing folks down to the floor just to get it!
CDs from Madonna, an X BOX, an I-pod.
Something was changing, something quite odd!
Retailers promoted Ramadan and Kwanzaa
In hopes to sell books by Franken & Fonda.
As Targets were hanging their trees upside down
At Lowe's the word Christmas - was no where to be found.
At K-Mart and Staples and Penny's and Sears
You won't hear the word Christmas; it won't touch your ears.
Inclusive, sensitive, Di-ver-si-ty
Are words that were used to intimidate me.
Now Daschle, Now Darden, Now Sharpton, Wolf Blitzen
On Boxer, on Rather, on Kerry, on Clinton !
At the top of the Senate, there arose such a clatter
To eliminate Jesus, in all public matter.
And we spoke not a word, as they took away our faith
Forbidden to speak of salvation and grace.
The true Gift of Christmas was exchanged and discarded
The reason for the season, stopped before it started.
So as you celebrate "Winter Break" under your "Dream Tree"
Sipping your Starbucks, listen to me.
Choose your words carefully, choose what you say
Shout MERRY CHRISTMAS, not Happy Holiday !

Our Christmas Prayer-

Most of you know that we met a family on our Disney cruise more than 2 years ago. The Zdrazils. We have kept in touch with them since our vacation. Their son Corey was diagnosed with a Wilm's tumor on his first birthday, January 1, 2006. He went into remission, and then Fall of 2006, his cancer came back. This little boy is a fighter. Two rounds of chemo, a port insertion and removal, learning to walk again....many stuggles he just kept on pushing through. We visited them during our Disney Vacation in March of this year and Corey had just finished treatment. He has had a clear MRI, and spent the summer vacationing with his family. Make a wish foundation visited them, and with a little help from his older brother Nikolas, Corey wished for a Disney Cruise. The Zdrazils asked us to join them this upcoming January for another vacation, but due to our Mexico plans, financially it just wasn't possible....but we seriously considered it. Last week, a spot was found on Corey's lung, and Travis and Debbie our friends are waiting for an answer, and praying that it is something, anything, nothing....

Please join us, and pray for their family. Thank you! You may connect to Corey's website at the end of my blog to see his "whole" story.

Check out the dancing Wilson's!!!

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Christmas Tree!

And just like that... we got a Christmas tree...and I'm a brunette!! Just trying a new change!!

Happy Birthday Heather!

So...this is 2 days late...but HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEATHER!!! Heather is a blessing to our whole family. She is kind, thoughtful, caring, and helpful. She is a true compliment to my brother. My boys absolutely ADORE her. Her soft voice, peaceful movements, are completely opposite of my own. God didn't give me a sister, but I have 2 sister-in-laws that don't have sisters either...so I think it works out nicely for all of us! Heather is the first person to volunteer to help me with my boys anytime, and I so appreciate her willingness to help. She brings a gentle spirit, and a fresh outlook whenever we get together. Not to mention her extreme talent for home decorating! I recently painted one wall yellow in my kitchen...something I would not have EVER attempted without Heather's encouragement. When I finished painting, Kevin had a few questions, and said.."did you ask Heather about this!?" It was really cute! And of course she is a wonderful, supportive wife to my brother ( I lived with him for 19 years...I know what that's like!) and an outstanding Mother to little B. Heather, I hope you had a wonderful day! I feel blessed to have you as part of my life.

Funny Things Kids Say.....

I have a job, where I run into kids daily...so I hear alot of really cute things, plus...my boys are just overflowing with comments these days. I thought I'd share a few.

"Good Morning Princess Mommy"-Gavin
"I am going to buy you a pretty pink castle for Christmas."-Gavin
"Mommy, can we get a new dog? How'bout a pink girl dog?"-Ian
"I have a baby in my tummy Mommy! Look it's moving"-Gavin
"I'm going to get the ladder, climb up on the roof, and finish those lights!"-Ian
"Mom....red means STOP! You better not do that again Mommy, the policeman will come and give you a ticket and take you to jail. How will we get home?!"-Ian (after turning right on red!)
"I want Santa to come, but I don't want to see him!"-Ian
"I think I will get braces when I am 65..like Daddy did."-Ian
"How close are you to 100, Mommy?"-Ian
"I'm going to marry you Mommy. Where will Daddy sleep?"-Gavin

Thanksgiving week!

Well..due to my job...I did have to work Thanksgiving..which was depressing, but I did work until 1:30am and then up at 5:30am for my shopping extravaganza with Heather & my Mom. My Mom sent a plate with Kev, and I got to see them and the boys....hospital turkey loaf...is just not as good as YOUR MOM'S TURKEY DINNER! Heather and her pretzel salad, did not disappoint...and I was SO excited to see it included on my plate. And, it did not melt due to the chill in the air, those who know me closest know that food touching is something I do not deal well with. (just another quirk!) My close friend Giselle went into labor in the am, we watched her girls Gabby and Kiana until 1pm, and when the boys visited we ran up, and little Nathan Diebler had just been born! He's adorable! Giselle looked amazing...I know I looked like crap after I pushed a baby out, but she looked great! On Friday, I had another meal, with Kev's family..and it was great. Kev had to work, but my nephews Jared, Kyle, Marilyn, Jeff and Kevin's parents were all there with a stop in by Nona (Kev's grandma) and we ate a traditional meal...after I spilt a glass of red wine on myself, the table, and Ian's plate! Certainly sleep deprivation was setting in! ! We played a few games, and just relaxed. Then I went home to finish my painting...I just wanted to be done! That is a task one without sleep should NOT do! I ended up with more paint on myself than on the wall. I laid my foot on the lid, which when I went for my massage with Marilyn and Marge the next day...made for interesting conversation! The therapist said "well, I am certain paintitis is not contagious!" I certainly get the award this weekend for trying to SHOVE as much as I could into a weekend!!! Hope you all got a good laugh! I know I did!!!

Showing off....

So, this is it...my other "home." It is Salmon Creek Hospital, it is a place I am very proud of. I have made it my home, and plan on staying there...for a really long time. I have the job, I believe I was meant to have. God has blessed me with a helpful heart, and with children I have found the perfect fit. Being able to help sick children, children in need, & dying children, has become my "calling." I had no idea more than 8 years ago, that I would end up a Pediatric Emergency Room Nurse, but now that I have...I feel fulfilled. Not that my job is "perfect" or that I love to go everyday, but I just know it is the place for my heart to give to others. I could never imagine my life without it. My heart has been broken, and those close to me know that there are children that I will never forget, children that my heart has been broken for. This is no easy job, painless job, or simple job. Everyday is a challenge to help others, and do it with a loving, open heart is what I try to do. These children whose lives I touch, also touch mine, and I KNOW that I have several little "angels" watching over me! I got to show the hospital off to Heather on Saturday....we had a lot of fun...and I think she had a good time getting a little glimpse into the other part of my life.

Keelin is born!

One of my dearest friends, Amy, who got me through SO much in the past 8 years had a baby girl this morning in Hackensack, New Jersey. She also named it the "girl" name we had picked out for our boys....Keelin. So...I finally have a Keelin in my life, that I get to buy pink dresses for, and she got sent a pair of Mary Janes already, and there will be MORE as she grows. I wish I could have been there to help Amy through this, but the plan is that I will make it back there before mid February to meet my new little friend! Amy had a rough go...breech, high blood pressure, and a crazy work schedule...but now it's over...and I hear that she has a beautiful little baby girl as her reward. My love to you Mitchells!!!

Changes...

For me, change is difficult. I am not someone who does it well, or easily, or without ALOT of thought. I worked only once job from high school to college (GO LUMBERMEN'S!) and have had only 2 nursing jobs...one in Maryland, and one at Legacy. Though to my credit I did move from Emanuel to Salmon Creek for the past 2 years. I worked a flexible schedule for almost 5 years to spend time with the boys and Kev, and then a year ago took a position in the Pediatric Emergency Dept. I just love it, I do believe that it is what and where I am supposed to be. It's wierd when you have that feeling....this is just the right thing for me. My schedule is changing. I had to give my permission for it to be so...and it took me nearly 2 weeks to confirm. I wanted all my T's crossed and all my i's dotted. I have so many scenerios for childcare figured out, down to the fact that Kev and I conflict 17 times a year! A little "anal" as my Mom told me yesterday, who plans for a whole year away she said.....I DO!!! Anyway, I am pressing on, and maybe calling on a few of you for help because now I will work some Fridays and Saturdays...and babysitters are REALLY expensive these days! Thanks for letting me vent..I feel better already.

TO ALL YOU BLOG HOPPERS OUT THERE: THAT IS THOSE OF YOU WHO READ THIS BUT NEVER LEAVE ME A COMMENT....COME ON...LEAVE ME A COMMENT EVERYONCE IN AWHILE!!!! SO I DON'T FEEL LIKE I AM TALKING TO MYSELF.....OH WAIT....I AM!!!

These Hands

These hands....they are busy...touching, pushing, picking, pinching, writing, painting and holding. I love these hands...They make me crazy and overwhelmed at times, because they never stop, at least until 8 pm! These little hands resemble mine, and everytime I look at them, I just have to smile.

You Learned What? Today?

Yep...we started swimming lessons today, the boys had a blast! In their first lesson they learned how to do something I never have.....hold their breath under water. Most of you have never had the honor of seeing me swim...but growing up, our parents had a pool. Ben and I swam all the time. I ALWAYS had to plug my nose. I took years of lessons, swam daily for years, and still I had to plug my nose. A nose plug at 32 doesn't have quite the same look as it did for me at 10....So I am so proud...my boys put their faces in the water...and don't have to plug their noses! They are ALREADY better than their Mom!!!!

Girlfriends...?! What?!

Yes, apparently it is true. Both of my boys claimed in the car ride to school today that they do infact, have GIRLFRIENDS! " What? " I exclaimed....my precious little boys are just starting their lives.... "you don't like girls do you?" To that they both laughed and yelled "YES". I found out Friday from our neighbor that Ian no longer rides the bus with his 2 friends, he "saves" a seat for his girlfriend. Ian admits to holding hands (YIKES) and "she kisses my cheek sometimes." ARE YOU SERIOUS!!! This is totally killing me. Kevin tells me to just relax, I'll make it worse by being overly interested. Her name apparently is Hailynn. He told me to stop asking him "questions about her." I let my little boy go to Kindergarten, and not only was that rough...now this. And Gav tells me that his girlfriend "Is Emily", and I know Emily and her family, but that doesn't make it ANY better. And that he "gives her lots of hugs." Really! Then he ends the conversation with "Mom, I have LOTS of girlfriends. They all chase me and I like them ALL." I am going to lock the doors, until they are 30....seriously........

Halloween Night!

I am pretty much a traditionalist...I grew up trick-or-treating...so it's the thing my kids do! And this year they were REALLY into it. Kevin had the day off, I worked a 8 hour day...so we were all home. Kevin has worked the last 2 Halloweens, so he was excited to be a part of the madness this year! Our close friends Kevin & Torri brought their girls over...with all the kissing by Gavin, we may be related someday! And we all had a blast! Well...Torri and I did! We visited and stayed warm watching all 300+trick-or-treaters come in 1.5 hours...it was fun. Our kids are so cute! Check them out! The boys chaperoned the kids...with CORONA in their hands "to keep warm"...I'm sure!:)

Life...

My neighbor was sharing with me that she just finished reading a book called "last light." It is a Christian based book, about everything electical just stops after a "pulse". No lights, water, cars, delieveries. Neighbors start looting, killing one another, and some finally regroup and tear up manicured lawns to plant food, help one another with raising children, become a community. She said it really disturbed her...but left her with some insight. I am someone who knows most my neighbors, but do I "really" know them. Could I help them if they needed me? Could I give of myself and my home to my fellow neighbor? Yes, I do think I would, and could, but not always am I as intouch with those around me as I should be. We have been very supportive of our neighbor who is going through a divorce and losing her home. We brought her to church with us, and check on her regularly. Our other single lady neighbor on the other side, also attends the same church, and we do little things for her as well. I guess just really thinking about what you would do if you had no one but your neighborhood....really opens your eyes and you hearts to those on the other side of your fence. Just a thought..........

Happy Birthday Dad!

Well, okay not the best picture...but apparently I need to take more of you! Today my Dad turns one year older...and he still looks in his 40's if you ask almost anyone. I want to thank you Dad for being there...I could count on you to be a "level-headed" parent. ( no offense MOM!) If there was something we really wanted to do, and Mom said "no" you'd let us present our evidence...and usually you said it was fine...I remember you doing alot of fun things with us when Ben & I were kids. You are the best imitator out there...I can't even think of all the good ones you can do! You kept us busy, and active as kids..and always pushed us to be close to one another, something I know you felt you might not have had with your brother and sister. You are sensitive, which is such an amazing quality in a man, and I had no idea how lucky I was to have a Father that wasn't afraid to cry. Thank you for passing on your gene of "must-have-coffee" to me! It's funny that you are a chauvenist in many ways...but you raised me to be strong, and have values and morals that I could believe in. I even remember an argument when I was about 7. I had homework that we were supposed to say what a girl does, what a boy does, and what they both do (that would never happen in today's politically correct world.) I put that girls or boys could propose marriage. You were so mad. You argued with me, but I didn't change my answer. That's how alot of our arguments end. We agree to disagree. And that's a good skill to learn. You can still love a person even if you don't see eye to eye on everything. Thanks for always making me laugh when I was REALLY angry at you, but most of all....thank you for loving me. I love you, Dad.

Wednesdays

Because of our schedules, I work every Wednesday...it is Kevin's "Kelly Day" which means he always has it off. It also means I miss EVERY soccer game. But, Kevin is out of town, and I had to take the day off! Whew! It was crazy. We started the morning with a pumpkin patch trip with Gavin's class, home, snack, Papa W. came over, and then Nana B. came over, we headed to Red Robin for a late lunch/early dinner, then Ian's game, then Gavin's game, bath, dinner, and bed soon! Ian had a great game, and was goalie for at least 10 min. He loved it. He was not afraid of the ball, and had about 5 saves...a goal or 2 slipped by ...but they were up by 6. It was an awesome experience for him. He was dancing in the goal box! I can't believe how much Kindergarten is changing him! He is so proud. And Gavin, started playing stopper tonight. He was growling, and booting that ball like no other 4 year old out there. It was cute, but he's kindof a bull...and so whenever anyone cries, I have to look around and ask: "did Gavin do it?" Anyway...I had a blast, and have really enjoyed this week with them. It has been overwhelming at times...like climbing over the booths at Red Robin, and biting my rear at the game..but all in all...they are my boys...and I just LOVE THEM!

Fall

Fall is certainly not my favorite part of the year, infact I think it is my least favorite season of all. You all know I am a summer girl, and the thought of all in the impending clouds and rain is extremely depressing. Although this year, it is looking better for me. I have decided to take it in stride and go with the flow. Here's a few things I've done to help me "cope" with fall:
1. making fall foods (popcorn balls, pumpkin cupcakes, and using fall sprinkles on sweets!)
2. got the boys Halloween costumes early-so they could dress up and play :) so cute!
3. working on house stuff-perfect time to paint and redecorate our bedroom
4. buying new jeans and sweaters...shopping always makes me happy!:) Thanks Mom!
5. soccer...games & practice, are so much fun to watch! Game tomorrow! Yeah!
6. pumpkin patch-heading there tomorrow with Gavin's class! I'll post pictures.
7. planning our winter...ski, ski, ski!!! We are already, with the exception of Gavin. But, we are heading to REI for him next week!
8. planning our spring vacation with the Wilson family! YEAH! Looking forward to sunshine....but yikes! that means swimsuits too! Off to the gym I go!!!!

We miss you....

Nearly 4 months ago, we said goodbye to our friend, companion, protector, and loved one...our dog Czar. Though we don't cry everyday anymore, the pain over his loss is unmeasurable. I haven't been able to post a blog about him until today, and not because I feel good writing about him....but because I need to. I miss him dearly. Ian began sobbing in the car this morning about him, and we talk about him daily. I am glad I got to share my life with him, but losing him has broken my heart. We miss you our BIG snowball!!

Are we ready for candy or what?

My Crazy Life!

I've been out of touch for awhile...but thats a good thing. Kevin and I spent 5 days off last week with the boys...our schedules never allow that! We had a great time, we organized our playroom...making room for up and coming Christmas toys, and the boys are learning the art of giving, which to both Kevin and I is the MOST important thing we can teach our sons. Giving to others is a fundamental part of who both of us are, we are different in so many ways, but our core values are very much the same. We are teaching the boys that giving is so important because so many people do not have what we have. We are truly blessed, and we know it. Kevin also put in a garage sink...YEAH! And he joined our Home Owner's Assoc...which has some craziness attached to it, but he's ready to join and help fix things that need work, mostly attitudes! Anyway, I am off to work for another day....we were nuts yesterday, so I look forward to more of the same. Especially since I got a call at 11:30 am to see if I could come in 2.5 hours early to help....a 15 hour day, with a 1/2 hour lunch....I might be crazy, but not that crazy!

Happy Birthday Mom!

Everyone reading this blog, either knows my Mom, or should. She has been there from the beginning...literally...& remains there for me today. I have become who I am because of my Mom and her love for me. I love my Mom, because she has always been there for me...and I'm sure in the back of her mind there were plenty of times she could imagine my outcome, but she still let me try it. She NEVER let me quit, anything, and I know that is why I have persevered throughout my life trials. I have never quit anything. Life has not been easy for my Mom, in fact, my birth almost killed both of us, but she never gave up. Thank you Mom, for loving me everyday...and letting me know it. I can only hope that my children will love me as much as I love you. Thank you for your encouragement, support, and understanding...even during my teens. Your genetic material is obviously imprinted on me...I swear everyday I look more like you! But, it is your kind, compassionate, loving spirit that I look to and admire everyday. I love you. Happy Birthday Mom!

Nana: We love you! And all the suckers you give us are awesome! Ian & Gavin.

We started!

Today, we officially started Christmas shopping for the boys! It was so fun, I can't say what we got, because Ian can read! But, it is really cool, and we found what we are going to get Gavin. For those who knew about Gavin's rough week, he ended on Friday with a high note in Preschool. Mrs. Lattanzi said he had a great day! Legos are a big hit around here, and we've run out of "spaceship wings" so the boys got 2 new Star Wars lego sets, small ones with more wings! We are looking forward to Christmas this year...Kevin's Kelly week is that week, so he's off Sun-Sat, and I'm off both Christmas eve and Day...we are so excited about the next few months getting ready for the day! I'll post some Halloween pictures in their costumes later, but we are counting down for Christmas....ALREADY!!

Snow Days & Sick Days

So, Gavin is coughing, has a fever, runny nose...the works...so I had to call in for work. Kevin is at work, and I called our sitter, who also sounded awful, to cancel. I always feel so guilty calling in, but like my close friend Karlene said, "guilt will age you. it is ok to be a mom and stay home with a sick child. that is you God given duty. Not your "other" job being a nurse. Being a nurse is your God given talent." It is just what I needed to hear. Thanks Karlene! Love you! I left my buddy Candi without our usual Sunday team, but I hope they aren't busy..(there's that GUILT again!)

Ian is asking about the SNOW that he hears is hitting the mountain, and "when are we going skiing?" He's our little ski dude, and he's got his stuff already, including a new coat...he out grew the other one. Gavin looked in our garage the other day, and asked which ski's were his. When I told them that Daddy has 3 pairs, Mommy has 1, and Ian has 1...he started to cry. So I guess he's getting ski's this year (guilt again...I feel a theme!)

ANGI WOLFF: You left me a comment...but tell me how to get ahold of you!!!I miss you!

Another Generation...

As pretty much everyone knows, my brother is/was a "soccer stud." He was so good, that at 5 years old, he was looked at as an Olympic hopeful. Throughout my life, I danced, played music, sang, and was a "girly girl." I attempted softball and basketball, and was never really that good, nor did it really interest me....and it doesn't help that I have NEVER been able to jump! I can leap...which is what we do in dance, and could do it fairly well, but even mentioning my name and jumping in the same sentence is enough to make my entire family ROAR with laughter. I spent many Saturdays (probably most all until I was in High School...and even then alot too!) watching my allstar brother perform something he was so amazingly skilled at..soccer. It became not only his love, but the love of our entire family...mostly because he kicked a** at it! When I found out I was having boys (not the girls I thought I'd have!) all I could hope for was more soccer days for me! We had our first indoor game for both the boys last night. Alot of running, kicking and pushing...and ofcourse clumping around the black and white ball. I've never really expressed to my brother that his love for soccer, became our family love, and ofcourse it started out with the foundation of love for each other in our family. And now, we are passing it on.

Little Brothers

As little brothers go, I know a bit about them. I have 2, am married to 1, and have 1 myself. I am the perpetual "big sister" even my sister in law Heather refers to me as the big sister. I guess when I was young, I might not have liked what it meant. But as you age, you become wiser, and I love mothering, helping, and protecting. It is what God gave me as a gift...which is what also makes me a nurse. I do however, fall short in putting myself in the "little brother" shoes. I am posting Gavin's first day of school picture 2 weeks late....he'll never know, but I am reminded by Kevin of how a "little brother" get's lost in the big picture...which is why they go out of their way to be noticed...(e.g. the faux hawk Gavin is sporting). I am so proud of Gavin, he is growing in so many ways. He is doing well in school, everyday he is holding a new little girls hand (between these 2, we are really in trouble!) and waves good-bye like it's no big deal. He started soccer 2 weeks ago, and has his first game this Wed...he's a bit aggressive, and by being 4 years old and 50 lbs. there is alot of body flying around toward that soccer ball! I love you Gav....I'll try harder to put myself in your "little brother" shoes!:)

Happy Ending, New Beginning

And just like that, it's over....the wedding that is. It was an all day event, starting at 9:15am at the Vancouver Hilton, with hair and makeup...that is to say a whole lot of both! I had no expectations as to what I'd end up looking like...and was pleasantly surprised. She curled my hair and left it down, and I had darker makeup that usual. I did not recognize myself, but I was happy with their work. The curls lasted! We rode in the limo to the Rose Gardens in North Portland, took some candid photos...and then headed to the church on the campus of U of P. We were dressed and 3 of us went to the campus cafe for lunch! We were starving by 3! We got a lot of looks! We were slightly overdressed for college life! The pictures went great, and the ceremony was short and beautiful. The reception was a blast, and in the beginning Shan said that we were going to shut the place down...and we did not disappoint! All the guys had fun, the food was great, wine..champagne...and beer were great too...but the company was the best. The sun was shining, and in several photos of Shan alone, there was a ray of sunshine laying on her. Donna (her mom) loved the sun, and Shan said if the sun was shining, she knew she was with her. It was awesome. We missed her...but felt her presence. Catching up with old friends, was great, and looking nice ...especially when the guy who dumped me for Senior Prom was there..to witness it all! Sweet Revenge...15 years later! It was a blast, though I know Kyle had no idea what he gets to inherit when he asked her to marry him. Here's a pic of Traci, Shan, & me!

Wedding Craziness!

Well, the craziness for Shan's wedding has started! Last night Dona's (Shan's mom) friends threw the bridal party a manicure/pedicure party with dinner, drinks, etc. It was really fun, visiting being pampered, etc. The big day is Friday, but rehersal tonight, gotta get my dress pressed, all those last minute details. It was great visiting with Traci and Shan, we talked about dance team days, college days, and all the fun and crazy things we did together. We had a lot of fun....and with Traci waiting for her baby, and Shan getting married, we are going to have some major milestones in our relationship in the recent future...I can't wait! You guys are awesome!

Growing up!

ATTENTION: THOSE IN A CAR....IN A BIKE OR PEDESTRIANS.....

GAVIN WILSON IS NOW OUT, RIDING ON 2 WHEELS. PLEASE BEWARE, AND PREPARED.

Popcorn Balls

As you all know, I really enjoy cooking...in fact, I enjoy being domestic...I'd love to be Martha Stewart...without all the drama! Making a living cooking, baking, making cards and scrapbooking, and working in a beautiful garden...that's the life! I tried something new today. We got a Popcorn Factory Catalog, and in it Ian found popcorn balls. He has had a few before, his Great Grandma K makes them for us on special occasions, but we set out on a mission to make them. And we did it! Ian and I made 2 batches, the first one wasn't satisfactory....I throw alot of "not right" food and baked goods away, the second was awesome! We took 15 of them to the firehouse, Kevin was on a call, but I even got a call from one of the guys saying "thanks...I've already had 2", Darrin is a friend of ours and earlier was asking for an ice cream cake....so they got M & M Popcorn balls....they were a hit! Thanks for the idea Ian!

Thankful....................

To me, this day is a day that I dread as a firefighters wife. Today, I am lucky. On his way to his 9/11 honor ceremony, Kevin was hit on his motorcycle by a car around 5:45am today. He called to tell me, he is selling his motorcycle. He is fine, he laid his bike down, pulled some muscles, but he walked away. He was coming out from a blind corner, and an elderly lady hit him. It was dark and they saw each other too late. She hit his saddlebag and knocked him and his bike to the ground. He doesn't exactly know what happened, just that he was alright. The police and firetrucks came, but left. He was happy no one recognized him. I am happy, I didn't have to go to the hospital or morgue to identify him. It is a posted 50 mph speed limit, and obviously she wasn't going that speed, or I would not be writing this blog tonight. I would be devastated...my life as I know it over. I have loved and lived with this man for 14 years, for me hearing he was okay was amazing, but all the "what ifs" came flooding through my mind. My worst nightmare almost came true...losing the love of my life.

And yet this day reminds me of being a firefighters wife, and the sacrifices that these men and women make everyday for the love of their country, their countrymen, and their families. It is what makes them all so special, and honorable. I thank them all for their service, and desire to help others. We are a close knit group. I am PROUD to be a firefighters wife.

Six years ago, I was pregnant, searching for our friends back East, Kevin and I will never forget where we were, we were so thankful all our friends were safe in NY, NJ, Maryland, and Virginia. The 343 men and women of the FDNY that died that day are near and dear to all firefighters and their families. We all know that the siren could call our loved ones just as it did on September 11, 2001. God Bless America. Please...don't ever forget.

Sunshine Saturday!

Oh...I love the sun! I missed it so much this summer...but the glimpses I got yesterday, are getting close to making up for the RAIN I had on my birthday! The boys and I got to spend time with Boston, Nana and Poppa yesterday. Riding bikes, sliding on the waterslide, and scooters with the jump were lots of fun! Boston even got in on the action. He gave me lots of kisses, and we made a "hit" with Pringles and cheese hot dogs. It was awesome! Kevin is working OT again today, so it'll be me and the boys all day.

Ian cried this morning when I told him there was no preschool.

Cruisin' into Kindergarten!

We officially made it through our first week, and Ian is asking...Do I get to go to Kindergarten...tomorrow? He loves it. He has even taken to riding in the back of the bus with the "big" kids! Yikes! He has already been to Music class and PE. He doesn't say too much, just that he really likes it...and wants more of it! We do miss him.

Gav wakes up late everyday, and starts yelling "Ian where are you?" at the top of the stairs. We went to "Meet the Teacher Day" today for his preschool, and he can't wait to get started. He is so ready for school, but is Mrs. Lattanzi ready for him? Only time will tell. She does know him, but he's a tough one!

I drove to Lake Oswego today, to have my fitting for my dress for Shan's wedding. It was HUGE! That is always an AWESOME feeling! So....in honor I skipped the gym today! But I'll be back tomorrow!

Kevin tore up the hall bathroom floor, and is back to laying slate...which we all know he loves so much! I painted yesterday...wow, it is so easy to paint with no floor, no toilet, no sink, and no lights! Just "get it on the wall". It turned out nicely. We are looking for a new vanity, so that will be a pretty big purchase. I'll post some pictures when he's done.

We all survived this week, and my little boy is growing up!

First Day!

WE MADE IT! Ian's first comment: "You are so proud of me Mom, aren't you?"

It made me so happy! He loves school...he has a friend he said, "but I can't remember his name, and I get to go to the playground tomorrrow."

He rode the bus, behind the driver he sat...and I cried watching it drive away. What a sap! I guess losing control, watching him grow up, afraid that the world might gobble up my sensitive little Ian....it all caught up with me at that moment. I rushed to the car, got to school. Man, everyone and their parents were there....:) no parking, and then I found the bus...in the back of the school. We never practiced this route, I thought to myself...how is he going to find room 3!!!!! Then I found his 5th grade bus friend (our neighbor boy...I am thinking of paying him to help protect my little Ian!!!!) and he said Ian met with one of the school officers, and she walked him to class. Off I ran, to his classroom...but I didn't see him! Do I open the door...don't I ? I could not decide....we had made it this far...but what do I do. I could not leave without knowing he was IN the classroom. SO I decided to walk up to the window slowly...and look for blonde hair! I found it...unloading his Transformer back pack with Mrs. Philpot! What a save! He was ALL smiles for the bus unloading at our house!

"I love school Mom!" Music to my ears.

Labor Day Family Fun

Well, Kevin and I worked Sunday...and we were looking forward to seeing my Aunt Shirley (my Dad's Aunt) and Uncle Norm (my Dad's Uncle) who came into town for a high school reunion from Ohio/or Florida. There home depends on the season! I can't wait for that day...the Washington rain will be fun to escape! Anyway, we went to my cousin Carly's house (Robbie's her boyfriends house too!)...who has the ONLY girl I am related to in it...little Brooklynn. She's too cute! Had a great time with all my aunt's and uncle's, cousins, kids, dogs, my Grandpa and his girlfriend Leta were there too. Everyone was there except my cousin Shane...who now is on the family #@%& list. It was great catching up and just relaxing with the family. Kevin's parents came and Heather's Dad Bill was there. It was SO awesome to see everyone...at 1house! Hopefully there will be more blended family get togethers. The boys ran around with Carly and Robbie's dogs, had lots of sugar and chips and loved every minute! I am including pictures of my brother Ben, and sister in law Heather, Aunt Shirley...and little B! (Boston) Gavin too! Hope you all had as much fun as I did!!!!!

Kindergarten Open House

On Thursday (we missed the infamous spaghetti night) in order to go to Ian's Open House. We met his teacher Mrs. Philpot, which makes him laugh everytime he says it, and saw his classroom and met some of his classmates. We took in the supplies, played a game with Dad & I, and Ian wanted to stay. We were shocked!! He likes his teacher and his classroom (#3) and could not understand why we left his paints, crayons, and play-dough. He wanted to stay and "use" his stuff! I guess community property is something we learn as we grow, and at 5, he just doesn't get it! He even told me he's riding the bus the first day, Kevin says I can follow behind in our car! Yes, it appears, I am going to be "one of those" Moms. We'll see what happens Wednesday. He has 19 in his class, which I fould exciting, and he has a Kevin in his class, which he finds odd. I can't believe MY BABY'S GOING TO KINDERGARTEN!!!! Here's his picture infront of his school. I never thought of him as "the class clown" but lately the surprises around here are neverending! Enjoy the weekend!

Ian's Speech Therapy Graduation!! With Lisa!!!

Work

I'm going to learn this week how to attach photos...so for now...just words! You all know how much I love them!!! I worked last night, it was nuts, and work tonight...hopefully not so nuts! I work with my favorite team player Candace...she makes work so much fun! So how bad can it be? Stay tuned!
When I learn to attach photos...I will post Ian's graduation picture. He graduated from speech therapy! Almost 3 years ago we started with private speech therapy. Ian did not speak until he was 3 years old, and even then he was VERY far behind. Not a very comfortable place for 2 overachieving parents to be in. But, he is our son, and we decided that we would do WHATEVER it took (time, $, education) to get him to Kindergarten on time...without special ed. HE DID IT! He tested at age 8 today (yippee!) for his vocabulary and is done with therapy. We are so pround, and we will miss his therapist. Spending 1 hour, 1 day a week, for 3 years, you bond to these people...and for their hard work and dedication to our son....we can never thank them enough......off to kindergarten Ian goes!!!! Yeah!

My Blog

Well...I finally did it! I began my blog. I have been inspired by being able to see almost daily pictures of my nephew, and it is awesome. So those who know me well....you know this is going to get interesting. I am not what you'd think of as "computer savy." In fact, I am quite the oppisote. So join me on this adventure...you are sure to see lots of pictures of my family, and get to see the inner dwellings of ME!